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яσвιи яє∂вяєαѕт ([personal profile] birdsbirdsbirds) wrote in [community profile] psychoshenanigans2015-02-28 05:32 pm
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Nor // AU

[everyone's pretty thrilled that the two odd-men-out have finally been sent up to the surface for an extended mission. the underground world gets a little peace and quiet, and the boys get to stretch their legs. the sniper is much easier to assuage when there's a sun in the sky and more than cell walls to keep him occupied.

they've found a little bar in which to bide their time; shoved between a smoke shop and a greasy restaurant, it's a prime spot for anyone who wants to kick back after their shitty day job. it's dark, it's noisy. smells kind of like sweat and the cigarettes everyone's smoking just out back. someone is almost always blocking the hallway to the restrooms with their oblivious mass. but the neon signs reflect back through the lines of glasses and bottles pretty nice, and the booze is cheap if you order the right things, and there are enough chatty pricks around to keep Robin from getting bored. Irahl, for the most part, has had the luxury of getting plastered in peace.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2015-07-07 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[and by the way some low sound begins in Irahl's chest, and he bites it off fast with another intake of breath, he is fighting a similar--but much more focused--struggle for silence.

however, other than that little battle, Irahl is finally beginning to sink in his own little world. between a swelling tide of alcohol and the pressure of that steady, greedy touch, his blood heats up until his fingers tingle when he flexes them--quietly, restlessly.

he can almost deal with this. as long as he keeps up a mental drone of all the reasons that he's allowed to stop thinking here, and he doesn't pause long enough to consider the fact that Robin might want to escalate this somewhere, he can settle.

for now, he can just breathe and bask and let a little bit of himself go.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2015-07-08 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
[when Robin suddenly lifts and moves away, throwing off the rhythm that had been carrying Irahl away somewhere else, the dragon makes the mistake of opening his eyes and looking down. and so he's looking on as Robin's mouth goes dipping down and pressing in. peering over the forearm still covering part of his face, he watches Robin's tongue drag over him.

it should have snapped him out of his little escapist place. he can feel the anxiety in the back of his head, and hear the busy, disgusted murmurings at seeing someone he knows work over him like this. but it's all so distant. the numbing flood in his brain and the electric pulse in his bones and blood rule everything right now.

instead of balking, a stronger thrill runs right through him, all the way to his spine. and he continues to watch in horror.

it isn't until he's finding that he can't keep quite still, and really notices that he is working up to becoming shamelessly, embarrassingly hard under Robin's mouth that he finally breaks.

cutting off another sound in his throat--muffled under his arm--Irahl shifts around anxiously under his partner, and drunkenly pushes his face to the side again.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2015-07-19 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[this time, the mistake that Irahl makes is moving his arm away from his mouth. in his restlessness--with his upper body shifting around a little bit since Robin has everything else pinned down--he arches his neck just enough.

he fails to catch the sound in his throat, this time. it's short and tense, barely enough to hear, but there's still nothing in the way to muffle the deep purr that groans out of him.

Robin knows that sound. it gives everything away.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2015-12-07 10:19 am (UTC)(link)
[with another short, sharp growl--and what might have been a hissed curse without much breath to spare for it--Irahl's neck arches his head back, and the motion continues all the way down his spine. and maybe it's the fact that Robin is pinning his hips down that then provokes him further, because dragons are not known for sitting passive in situations like this.

there's always an element of ferocity when it comes to these monsters, and something small in the back of the dragon's mind is angry. he's too intoxicated to ever recognize the thought, but he's mad that he's here. he's furious at how incredible this feels--and how this is exactly the kind of escape that he'd been searching for all night.

finally, in this moment, he doesn't have to think. he simply can't. there's nothing in his head but a steady pulse of light and fire. he can't remember where this had started, or how it had gotten this far. he feels consumed, and he doesn't have to look at Robin's face. like this, he can even forget about the other man's eyes, and all of the horrible things that he'd said.

it's perfect. and he can't sit still.

but when he finds his hips trapped, cornered, the momentum has to go somewhere else. so, a compulsive hand suddenly reaches down, claws rake over Robin's scalp, and the dragon grabs.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2017-05-09 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
[oh, the dragon does in fact push against the weight that is pinning him down. and with the way that his free hand flexes and claws against the sheets beside him, it's a struggle to only do that much. the fact that he's only possessively grabbing and pressing into the thing that he wants is still downright polite compared to the rest of what Robin knows of dragon behavior.

and Irahl does want this. the next time that Robin has any self-conscious doubt about his own desirability, all he has to do is think back to the way that he was breathlessly grabbed and guided and bullied for more.

the purr--the growl--is a constant, heated sound in the dragon's chest now, and he doesn't even hear it. Robin is free to revel in the noise while he steadily drags Irahl up a peak and toward the edge.

because it's all too perfect right now. the thing that Irahl fears most about allowing himself to experience things like this is the terrible closeness of it. he's afraid of settling down face-to-face with someone and opening up in the dark, sharing vulnerabilities and learning what's under each other's skin... but this isn't that. instead of something too real to endure, this is somehow the opposite.

he'd been under the belief that he's always longing to be somewhere else, but it turns out that what he really likes most is being nowhere. between the deluge of alcohol and the faceless, pointless path that led them both here, reality has been detached and sent floating down the river. he's free and angry and his mind is empty.

he's not thinking about reason or consequence, and he's certainly not thinking about the comfort of his partner.

he can't help how rough he's being when he has nothing else to bite and claw at, fueled by nearly a century's worth of expressing every urge through violence. when he's suddenly caught by his breath hitching up short, spine arching against the mattress from a swell and hot-white shock of sensation, he doesn't think to warn his partner. and he doesn't let go.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2017-05-09 06:46 am (UTC)(link)
[the dragon's chest rises and falls with deep, grateful breaths--like he's never tasted real air before--and the last of the tension shudders easily out of him.

the room is spinning a drunken orbit around him. he feels dizzy from it, even in the dark. but, for a few moments of euphoria, the sensation is more buoyant than nauseating. for a few moments, (and for one of the only times in his life thus far) absolutely nothing is wrong. even when the wreckage begins to separate and become two people again, there isn't anything within him left to care. this whole thing is all still some nameless dream, and heady exhaustion is already beginning to fill his limbs like water.

his nerves are overwrought to the point of discomfort. heat is being replaced by the feeling of air sticking to naked skin as Robin pulls away. and still, all Irahl can manage to do is shift around--restlessly, heavily--and groan into his slowing breaths.

he's going to be high on catharsis for a little while.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2017-05-10 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
[Irahl could not be more grateful for the invention of alcohol right now. while he generally prefers to find his own coping methods and escapisms, he can't help but marvel at how perfectly harmless everything in his head is right now. now that his focus isn't completely taken over by Robin's mouth, the worries and doubts are beginning to appear out of the black... but they're so far away, they barely make a dent. his thoughts are just curiosities that he's observing from a safe distance as they drift across his attention.

how can he be expected to care about things so far away?

Robin crawling over and trying to nudge him out of this warm, heavy place he's settling into is just another one of those things that he can't be bothered to spare any energy for.

Irahl just grunts a little, and he starts to mumble something that turns into another exaggerated breath. he's too busy feeling the way excited nerves still tingle across his hands and stomach; his heartbeat is still quicker than he's used to. he feels wonderful all over, and he doesn't want to know what Robin has to say.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2017-05-10 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
[even Irahl's scales are warm right now, like pieces of glass heated by a fire. and they're apparently just as nervy as plain skin would be, judging by the way he suddenly squirms and shrugs up a shoulder. he rumbles too--it's not a purr, but it at least sounds appreciative, despite the fact that he shies away.

so, Robin has finally gotten through and drummed up a reaction out of the dragon. Irahl even cracks his eyes open. but... he is so, so drunk.

he moves then, but it's probably not to the end that Robin is hoping for. instead of reaching down, Irahl drags an arm up and reaches clumsily for his partner's face. he's sleepy and wasted, and absolutely not hearing the point behind whatever Robin is saying. after pressing his palm against the side of Robin's face for a sluggish moment, Irahl drags his nails back through his hair--a little rough, but still much nicer than he'd treated him before.

it's either an affectionate gesture... or he's hoping to appease Robin into shutting up.]
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[personal profile] indigochild 2017-05-11 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
[if he'd had the capacity to comprehend the compromise that Robin was making, he'd probably be very thankful. but, with how lifelessly his arm drops, he's fading fast.

Irahl's eyes close again. he doesn't budge when the mattress dips and shakes as his partner turns away. his breath is already slowing to his usual corpselike pace. like this, Robin could probably get away with a lot before he would ever notice--let alone remember in the morning.

the giant has been slain.]