[having a dedicated, if intoxicated, audience does feel like it would really hit the spot right now. he chews little savoring pieces at a time off what's left of the jerky, and indulges in a little nostalgia.]

Yes. And I think I'm always looking for its replacement, but I know I'll never find exactly what I'm looking for.

[it's a good thing that Tonic has moved the knife away from him (and that Tek has always been courteous enough to visit while unarmed) because he would absolutely love a knife to gesture with right now. his eyes even move thoughtfully in that direction while he holds and demonstrates with nothing instead.]

It was unique primarily because it was balanced poorly. It had once been a longer sword, but the blade had been broken and reshaped into a shorter weapon, leaving it hilt-heavy. It was useless to most people.

[but, by his wistful expression, it was perfect for him alone.]